INTRODUCTION
Far too many people in the church are not truly converted to God. They are religious or maybe conservative, but they do not know Christ and the power of His resurrection. They know about Christ, and perhaps they know about the Bible and catechism answers. But they do not know Christ, and this is obvious because sin still has power over them. They are still dead in their sins, even while they may think they are serving God. This is what Saul/Paul thought until the Risen Jesus met him and gave him a new life.
The Text: “My manner of life from my youth, which was at the first among mine own nation at Jerusalem, know all the Jews; which knew me from the beginning, if they would testify, that after the most straitest sect of our religion I lived a Pharisee. And now I stand and am judged for the hope of the promise made of God unto our fathers…” (Acts 26:4-23)
SUMMARY OF THE TEXT
When Paul testified before King Agrippa, he gave his testimony as growing up as a strict Pharisaical Jew, and now standing trial for the hope of the promise God made to the Jews (Acts 26:4-7). That hope and promise to the Jews was the resurrection of the dead (Acts 26:8). Paul had thought he was serving God by persecuting those who followed Jesus, putting them in prison, and pursuing them in great anger (Acts 26:9-11). But it was while in that pursuit even to Damascus, that a bright light shone out of heaven, knocking him and his companions to the ground, and the Risen Jesus confronted that persecution and commanded Paul to become a minister and witness of Him (Acts 26:12-16).
In particular, Paul was commanded to preach to the Gentiles that they might have their eyes opened, turning from darkness to light, from the power of Satan to God, that they might have their sins forgive and become holy through faith in Jesus (Acts 26:17-18). Paul explained that he was obedient to the vision of Christ and that he had been arrested by the Jews for no other reason than the hope of the Jews that the Messiah should suffer and be the first to rise from the dead and bring light to all (Acts 26:19-23).
COVENANTAL CONVERSIONS
The Bible describes two basic patterns of conversion to Christ: the stark conversions of complete pagans and the quieter, subtler conversions of covenant members. An example of the first would be Paul on the road to Damascus. An example of the second would be Timothy who learned the Scriptures and appears to have known the Lord from childhood (2 Tim. 3:14-15). Samuel would be another example of a young covenant conversion (1 Sam. 3). The first scenario need not be overly dramatic, but the transition tends to be radical: darkness then light. In the second scenario, you have a bunch of covenantal light (going to church, learning to pray, confession of sin, etc.), but the question is still: is that light in you? God often gives that light early on as parents teach and explain the gospel, such that many covenant kids grow up not remembering when they were first converted.
The striking thing here is that Paul grew up in the Jewish covenant but did not know the Lord until the road to Damascus. Paul was converted as a covenant member the way the pagan Gentiles would need to be converted: turning from darkness to light. And the thing to note is that all of that covenant light turned out to be a kind of darkness for Paul because it was the very thing that made Paul trust in himself instead of Christ (Phil. 3:4-9).
CHRIST IN YOU
While we see God saving individuals in both ways in Scripture and life, we must insist that it is the same salvation and therefore the same conversion. When the sun rises on a perfectly clear day, if you’re watching closely, you can pretty much pinpoint the moment of sunrise. Or if you are in the shadow of great mountains, it’s harder to tell the exact moment, but as Pastor Wilson says, you don’t need to know the exact moment the sun rose to know that it is risen. But we absolutely must insist that to be a true Christian, the sun must be risen.
Christ is risen from the dead, so the fundamental question is: Is Christ risen in you? When Christ lives in you, you come alive. And it really is a stark difference. It’s the difference between night and day, the difference between death and life. And it’s the difference between trusting yourself and your own goodness, and fully surrendering to Jesus Christ and trusting in Him alone. Christ is risen. Are you risen?
And if you immediately think, well, yes, of course: I go to church, I read my Bible, and I’m generally a good person – you need to know that Paul had all of that too and he didn’t know Christ. This is why Paul says he has come to consider all of his own righteousness as dung: “That I may know him, and the power of his resurrection” (Phil. 3:8-10).
APPLICATIONS
In Galatians, it says the difference between light and darkness is the difference between the fruit of the Spirit versus the works of the flesh (Gal. 5:17-18). The works of the flesh are manifest: adultery, fornication, uncleanness, hatred, wrath, envy, drunkenness, and the like (Gal. 5:19-21). But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faith, gentleness, and self-control (Gal. 5:22). Which are you?
And the thing to note is that the fruit of the Spirit is not you doing better. The fruit of the Spirit is not you. The fruit of the Spirit is Christ in you: “I am crucified with Christ; nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh, I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me” (Gal. 2:20).
So this is the message: Christ was crucified so you might die because everyone is born dead in sin, and Christ was raised first according to the hope of the Jews so that all men might be turned from darkness to light, from the power of Satan to God, for the forgiveness of their sins and to walk in holiness by faith in Him. Christ is risen: are you?